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    Friday, July 1st, 2005
    9:35 am
    1 more day holy!!!
    so i leave tomorrow morning to come back home till the 7th.so im excited.seeing a lot of people i havent seen in a few months so i cant wait i guess.um got paid this morning so got a hefty amount in my account.im off work today already but got duty.otherwise id be on my way home lol.well im out need to finish packing and get rweady for tomorrow.

    Current Mood: you are steller ;)
    Current Music: the used:lunecy fringe
    Saturday, June 25th, 2005
    1:12 pm
    one week
    so what can i say.....im finally happy.i really am :).no more strings attached and i can let go without any regrets of what ive done lmao...oh man....anyways one week till i come home and see people that deserve to be seen.other then that fuck the rest of them lol.later civis

    "Lunacy Fringe"

    Wake up
    My love
    Never thought you'd make me, break me
    Now I'm up from below
    Such a brilliant star you are
    And will your love keep burning baby
    Burn a hole right through my eyes
    All these short times feel like no time
    I thought you ought to know

    I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
    I'm so far gone now
    Do you wanna take me on? [x2]

    Do, Do you, Do you know?
    Do you know how long I've waited?
    To look up from below,
    Just to find someone like you?
    And will your love light burn me baby?
    Burn a hole right through my heart
    I think I might just trust you, maybe
    But I'm not sure
    I'm not sure I wanna know

    I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
    I'm so far gone now
    Do you wanna take me on?

    I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
    I'm so far gone now
    Do you wanna take me on? [x2]

    Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa
    I think you could make me girl
    Could make me and take my life
    I know you could break me girl
    Take all of me
    All of me, yeah hey

    Wake up
    My love
    Never thought you'd make me, break me
    Now I'm up from below
    Such a brilliant star you are

    I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
    I'm so far gone now
    Do you wanna take me on?

    I'm so far gone I been running on empty
    I'm so far gone now
    Do you wanna take me on? [x2]

    Current Mood: how do you do it ;)
    Current Music: The Used:Lunecy Fringe
    Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
    6:30 am
    moving on
    well what can i say..........nothing lol.comming home july 2nd-6th and that's bout it.oh well nothing else is new um.......yea thats all for now civis

    Tell That Mick He Just Made My List Of Things To Do Today"

    Light that smoke, that one for giving up on me
    And one just cause they’ll kill you sooner than my expectations
    To my favorite liar, to my favorite scar (to my favorite scar):
    “I could have died with you”
    I hope you choke on those words, that kiss, that bottle- I confess
    NOW ASH YOURSELF, YEA, OUT ON THE INSIDES, I SAID I LOVED YOU BUT I LIED

    lET'S PLAY THIS GAME CALLED "WHEN YOU CATCH FIRE”
    I WOULDN'T PISS TO PUT YOU OUT
    Stop burning bridges and drive off of them
    So I can forget about you

    So bury me in memory
    His smile’s your rope
    So wrap it tight around your throat

    On the drive home
    Joke about the kid you used to see
    And his jealousy
    Breaking hearts has never looked so cool
    AS WHEN YOU WRAP YOUR CAR AROUND A TREE
    YOUR MAKEUP LOOKS SO GREAT NEXT TO HIS TEETH

    Let’s play this game called “when you catch fire”
    I wouldn’t piss to put you out
    Stop burning bridges and drive off of them
    So I can forget about you

    So bury me in memory
    His smile’s your rope
    So wrap it tight around your throat
    [x2]

    So bury me in memory around your throat

    Current Mood: fuck it :)
    Current Music: FOB: Tell that Mick He Just Made My List of Things To Do Tod
    Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
    7:33 pm
    well so its been awhile since ive updated.well lets see what happened.Friday had work got off early then......wow i really dont remember...drank but thats it lol.well saturday i....drank some more....dont remeber anything from saturday either.oh wait i remeber friday night now lol.went to moraleses with alberto his sister holly her bf derrick and amaya.hung out with him and his wife.me and josh got fucked up like the first 30 min we got there lol.so after drinking all night everyone leaves.so me and josh leave and are driving down kernan and this car passes me gooin pretty fast.so josh is makin fun of me for it so i punch it to bout 110 and pass the mother fucker hardcore.well as soon as i get over he turns his lights on.so amaya freaks out and puts his seat belt on im drunk hes drunk and basically just fucked.well i start to pull over and the car just keeps driving.scared the shit outta us lol.so went back to his house and he called these girls up and we all just chilled and shit and drank more.staruday i dont remeber,just know i drank.sunday i beleive i drank i dont remeber...didnt do much i dont think.went to the beach lol forgot bout that.holy shit it was packed....tons of girls holy lol.then me graves and dblock went to hooters....lol good times there.then i went and drank somewhere.yesterday had 2 softball games.we lost the first one,which i started drinkin by like the 3rd innning lol.the secondgame i was basically trashed and playing lol well not the smartest thing to do cause i ended up fucking my knee up and sat the rest of the game.so its beetter now.um thats about it....im comming home july 2nd-6th....so if your important im comming to see you...if your not..well sucks for you lol.well im done civis i got duty and im gonna go sleep......florida's where it's at biatches!!!!

    "XO"

    I comb the crowd and pick you out
    My mouth moves too fast for you to figure it out
    It starts eyes closed to fingers crossed
    "To I swear, I say"
    "To I swear, I say"

    To hands between legs, to "whatever it takes"
    To drinks at the club to the bar
    To the keys to your car
    To hotel stairs to the emergency exit door

    To the "love", I left my conscience pressed
    Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
    "What did it ever do for me" I say (I say, I say, I say)
    It never calls me when I'm down
    Love never wanted me
    But I took it anyway
    Put your ear to the speaker
    And choose love or sympathy
    But never both
    Love never wanted me

    "I hoped you choked
    And crashed your car"
    Hey "tear catcher", that's all that you are
    And ever were
    From the start
    I swear, I say
    I swear, I say

    To hands between legs, to "whatever it takes"
    To drinks at the club to the bar
    To the keys to your car
    To hotel stairs to the emergency exit door

    To the "love", I left my conscience pressed
    Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
    "What did it ever do for me" I say
    It never calls me when I'm down
    Love never wanted me
    But I took it anyway
    Put your ear to the speaker
    And choose love or sympathy
    But never both, no

    To the "love" I left my conscience pressed
    Through the keyhole I watched you dress
    Kiss and tell
    (Loose lips sink ships)
    [x3]

    To the "love" I left my conscience pressed [x3]
    Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
    "What did it ever do for me" I say

    Current Mood: uh oh....
    Current Music: FOB:XO
    Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
    11:54 am
    ohhhh
    so this weekend was actually really good.had a 3 day weekend and it was just a blast.friday night drank with the guys and went out to the beach and to the clubs.then saturday got on that drink early again lol and went to a club.i got kicked out lol so we went to another one adn i got kicked again lol then we gave up and went to the strip club.then yesterday drank a lil went to the beach and then saw The Longest Yard.pretty damn funny movie.um on break right now so nothing special.got 2 softball games tonight.if they dont get cancelled cause of the rain.hopefully i come home july2nd-7th.not a lot of ppl im gonna see cause well i dont want to lol but my makeing my exceptions for a few ;).well back to work later civis....haha florida is bad ass and il is just...lmfao

    "Get Busy Living Or Get Busy Dying (Do Your Part To Save The Scene And Stop Going To Shows)"

    This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters
    We never stood a chance
    And I'm not sure if it matters
    If you are the shores, I am the waves begging for big moons
    I’m mailing letters to addresses in a ghost town
    (your secret's out)

    I know this hurts, it was meant to (it was meant to)
    Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
    And it's mind over (you don't don't) matter

    This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters
    But it must be said again that all us boys are just screaming
    Into microphones for attention
    Because we're just so bored
    We never knew that you would pick it apart, oh
    I'm falling apart to songs about hips and hearts
    (your secret's out)

    I know this hurts, it was meant to (it was meant to)
    Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
    And it's mind over (you don't don't) matter

    I used to obsess over living,
    Now I only obsess over you
    Tell me you'd like boys like me better
    In the dark lying on top of you
    This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters [x4]

    I know this hurts, it was meant to (it was meant to)
    Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
    And it's mind over (you don't don't don't don't) matter

    [Talking:]
    From day one I talked about getting out
    But not forgetting about
    How my worst fears are letting out
    He said why put a new address
    On the same old loneliness
    When breathing just passes the time
    Until we all just get old and die
    Now talking's just a waste of breath
    And living's just a waste of death
    And why put a new address
    On the same old loneliness
    And this is you and me
    And me and you
    Until we've got nothing left

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: FOB:Get Busy Living Or Get Busy Dying (Do Your Part To Save
    Thursday, May 26th, 2005
    5:22 pm
    hola
    so nothing really new.been working a lot and shit.still plannning on goin home july 4th but i still gotta see....wow nothing else...oh well this was a waste of space today lol

    "I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me"

    I found the cure to growing older
    And you're the only place that feels like home
    Just so you know, you'll never know
    And some secrets weren't meant to be told
    I found the cure to growing older

    I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends
    And I am sorry my conscience called in sick again
    And I've got arrogance down to a science
    Oh, and I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends

    [Chorus: x2]
    Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's
    So fitting, so fitting of the way you are
    You can't cover it up
    Can't cover it up

    Find a safe place, brace yourself, bite your lip
    I'm sending your fingernails and empty bottles you've sipped
    Back to your family cause I know you will be missed
    So you can find a safe place, brace yourself

    They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone
    But for what we've become, we just feel more alone
    Always weigh what I've lost against what I left
    Progress report: I am missing you to death

    [Chorus: x2]
    Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's
    So fitting, so fitting of the way you are
    You can't cover it up
    Can't cover it up

    Someone old
    No one new
    Feeling borrowed
    Always blue
    Someone old
    No one new
    Feeling borrowed
    Always blue
    Someone old
    No one new
    Feeling borrowed
    Always blue
    Someone old
    No one new
    Always borrowed
    Always you

    I found a cure to growing older
    I found a cure to growing older

    [Chorus: x2]
    Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's
    So fitting, so fitting of the way you are
    You can't cover it up
    Can't cover it up

    Current Mood: i dunno y.but FOB makes it ok
    Current Music: Fall Out Boy:"I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I
    Monday, May 23rd, 2005
    11:46 am
    hot weather!
    well yes the weather is fucking hot out here as usual lol.um just drank and went to some clubs this weekend and hung out at the beach.nohing to exciting.so now i dont think im coming home 4th of july.i was looking at my duty days and i dunno if its gonna work....what i plan on doin is takin like 7 days off and then stopping in GA first to see my friend from bootcamp matt for like 2 days then spend the rest in il...but i dunno we'll see otherwise now im not comming home till like august lol or as before xmas.called my lil sis yesterday cause it was her bday.the lil bugger is 10 now.its crazy lol.talked to mom she's doing well.she said her and my sister send me a card so im waiting for it to arive.missed talkin to my bro tony.he called me back but i beleive i was passed out lol.i guess that's it.im def used to not being an illinois native anymore lol.honestly thank god.dem damn illinois ppl are killin me and u know who you are lol.well time to eat lunch and head back to work.later civis.

    "Dance, Dance"

    She says she's no good with words but I'm worse
    Barely stuttered out
    A joke of a romantic stuck to my tongue
    And weighed down with words too overdramatic
    Tonight it's "it cant get much worse"
    Vs. "no one should ever feel like.."

    I'm two quarters and a heart down
    And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
    These words are all I have so I write them
    I need them just to get by

    Dance, Dance
    We're falling apart to half time
    Dance, Dance
    And these are the lives you love to lead
    Dance, this is the way they'd love
    If they knew how misery loved me

    You always fold just before you're found out
    Drink up its last call
    Last resort
    But only the first mistake and I...

    I'm two quarters and a heart down
    And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
    These words are all I have so I write them
    I need them just to get by

    Why don't you show me a little bit of spine
    You've been saving for his mattress, love

    Dance, Dance
    We're falling apart to half time
    Dance, Dance
    And these are the lives you love to lead
    Dance, this is the way they'd love
    If they knew how misery loved me

    Why don't you show me a little bit of spine
    You've been saving for his mattress (mattress, mattress)
    I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me

    Dance, Dance
    We're falling apart to half time
    Dance, Dance
    And these are the lives you love to lead

    Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
    Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
    Dance this is the way they'd love
    If they knew how misery loved me

    Dance, Dance
    Dance, Dance
    Dance, Dance
    Dance, Dance

    Current Mood: get the new FOB cd its good
    Current Music: Fall Out Boy:Dance Dance
    Thursday, May 12th, 2005
    7:21 pm
    underway
    so lets see been awhile since I've updated this bitch.Um been out to sea since the 6th.We stopped in at Yorktown,Va for like 3 days to drop off some missiles and that was it.Wen't out and got smashed with Padilla,Graves,Frair,Narcisse,Delosantos and one of Grave's friends.Funniest shit ever that last night in VA.SO we get food and go back to this kids house and we got some beers.Well Narcisse eats his food and then opens 1 beer and takes a sip from it,A SIP,and goes lays down in the corner into the fetus position and passes out lol.SO me Padilla and Graves get on that drank cause when you on that drank you just dont think.well we are getting pretty fucked up and pissed becuase Narcisse passed out like a lil bitch lol.So Padilla and me run up to him like every 5 minutes and hit him.So Narcisse gets up and goes to the stairs.Well Frair tries to sneak up on him but he's too loud and Narcisse is like"what are you doing?" Frair just is like "Oh im goin down the stairs"Well Frair grabs and pushes Narcisse down the stairs,but starts to fall himself so he grabs on to Narcsisse's leg as he's falling down the stairs.lol funniest shit we ever saw.Didn't get back to the ship till like 4 in the morning.Def went to Quarters all drunk still lol.We had too much fun though...def makes Illinois look crappy with the bums back in it.I realize how much I despise Il for some odd reason lately...lol oh well besides 1 good thing back at home....I dunno where else I'd be right now.Thank you babe.Um....So been doin nothing but standin watches.They are the best at night cause its all dark,and you look up and the sky is just scattered with thousands of stars...one of the most beatiful things I've ever seen.That and the sunsets at night i cant even explain...they are that great that even if i explained you would never get the jist of it...sorry lol.Um the other day we were just on watch me and Padilla and like a school of stripped dolphins popped up outta no where.There were like 12 of them swimming next to the ship and shit.Pretty damn cool site to see that.I dunno though,we come back monday...and dont leave anywhere for the next 3 months!!!So if that's the case,maybe I'll be comming home end of summer....instead of just xmas...but I dunno florida has been pretty damn so far...but i miss my baby and do wanna see her.Naperville is just a town away....plus 12 hours lmao.Laurens bday is comming up soon.Can't beleieve my lil sis is gonna be 10 lol.They grow up so fast/Hold in there too kiddo,we're all still praying for you.Miss ya bro,you grad like soon man lol,wish i was able to make it to your Grad...but all in good time.ON that note later civis.miss ya babe and ill be home soon enough...IL...lol man oh man i dont miss it much anymore.

    Current Mood: thank you babe
    Current Music: Lustra:Scotty Doesn't know
    Monday, May 2nd, 2005
    9:19 pm
    softball night
    so had duty today.fun as usual lol.had watch from 0700-1200 it wasnt too bad.Then had 2 softball games tonight.I pitched both,didnt do to bad but we lost cause our outfielders suck and our batting does too.Um talked to stacey.He's a cool guy to talk to,told him bout what happened at home with some people,and he uinderstood and told me some things.So I know I made the right choice.Um we get underway friday.then the weekend we come back im partying with stacey and his wife and her friends and his so it should be cool,he is 28 lol so cool for an old dude.Um nothing else.Not really missin home cept for someone in that naperville area.well gonna go watch a movie then get raedy for my 0200-0700 watch soon.later civis

    Current Mood: whoop!
    Current Music: Yellowcard:Only One
    Sunday, May 1st, 2005
    1:30 pm
    none
    so not much has been happening.Had 2 softball games on thursday.Won the first one then got stomped on the second one lol.ALmost got ejected both games cause i threw the bat whoops.Friday night got on that drank with thumb and hit up that strip club.Last night me and christian drank some coke and hennecey and went to the pool hall.Got my ass stomped in pool too lol.Nothing goin on today just gotta get my coveralls ready for inspection and my boots.Got duty tomorrow but a game,then a game on tues and wed.We get underway friday afternoon.Headin to Yorktown VA.so I'll be gone the 6th-16th.Then that weekend goin to Atlanta to see my friend Bunn from bootcamp.Um yea def got a fucking stalker on my hands lol.fucking wierdos you civilians are I'm telling ya lol.Haven't talked to anyone from awhile ago lol.oh well shit happens.Getting on that drank again tongiht to it def works.Then prob goin to the beach to run today too.oh well time to go.later civis

    Current Mood: Hasta Victoria Siempre
    Current Music: Brand New:Ok I Believe You But My Tommy Gun Don't
    Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
    5:04 pm
    rainy
    so last night got on that drank with Christian.lol good times.um today i have duty so didnt do much but slept.suppossed to have to softball games tonight but it's rainin like a bitch right now so odds are we won't play.so that means sleep for me lol.um yea i dunno guess so all the people that wanna talk all the shit and plan all the things they want,go for it,im over it,im sure you should all be too lol.um nothing else is new.got 2 more games thursday night so hopefully those wont get rained out.mmmmm that's about it i guess.

    "Lovers & Liars"

    Let's start out by starting over.
    What did I expect?
    You're no good at lying and I'm no good at comebacks.
    But you're so untouchable.
    I'm oh-so-terrible at this.
    I'm terrible at this, you know.

    Don't hold this against me.
    I've already said I'm sorry.

    And I bet you've got every word I said
    memorized in your head.
    And you'll use every one of them,
    and you'll use every one of them against me.

    Don't hold this against me.
    I've already said I'm sorry.
    (Tell all your friends about me)
    Don't hold this against me.
    I've already said I'm sorry.

    I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me.
    And realize how many times I've tried, but that's wishful thinking.
    All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me.
    Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me.

    I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me.
    (Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me)
    (Tell all your friends about me)

    And realize how many times I've tried, but that's wishful thinking.
    (Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me)
    (Tell all your friends about me)

    All I want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me.
    (Get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me)
    (Tell all your friends about me)

    I hope you choke on every word you spoke, I hope you choke on every word you spoke
    (Get me far away, get me far away...)
    (Tell all your friends...)

    Don't hold this against me.
    I've already said I'm sorry.
    (Tell all your friends about me)
    Don't (Tell all your friends about me)
    hold this against me (Tell all your friends about me)
    I've already said I'm sorry (Tell all your friends about me)

    Current Mood: it's rainy outside
    Current Music: Matchbook Romance:Lovers and Liars
    Sunday, April 24th, 2005
    4:31 pm
    woah long time since an update
    well so its been awhile since I updated this bad boy.So went home the 15-20th.It was really good though.Hung out with my lil sister.She's not doing so hot right now,but she's a strong girl and will pull through.The family was down with papa passing away and luaren back in the hospital.But it was good to see them with smiles on their faces when I showed up.Me and Tony went out to Naperville....lol unforgetable times at the Libraray :).Other then that....navy is goin ok.Drank friday night and last night with the guys.I'm on the ship's softball team.Besides me and 2 other ppl everyone sucks lol.We've been sluaghtered twice but its ok I still have fun.I miss my family and tara but it's ok I'll be home xmas.So last night we were all drinking and like this mexican guy comes up to us talkin and we dont understand him.So we make him buy us a 20 pack of budweiser lol then he's was chillin and wanted us to drop him off.so we get in my car and take him to the place.But the guy wont get out of the car so my friend Matt goes to his side of the car and opens the door and says to him"get out or get robbed"lmao we were all so drunk and started to crack up.It was def a great night and there's only more to come lol.I wanna go back to Naperville lol.even though it's the crapiest town in IL lol.anyways gotta go get someone some food and then wash my car...well attempt to if im not too lazy bout it lol.later civis

    Current Mood: IL what?! lol
    Current Music: Matchobook Romance:Tiger Lily :)
    Monday, April 18th, 2005
    2:11 am
    mmmm
    so been home for the weekend to see the family.Nothing much else i guess,can't wait to go back to warm sunny florida and enjoy the beach again :) well later civis

    Current Mood: amused
    Monday, April 11th, 2005
    6:34 pm
    wow
    well my grandpa died today.....and then 2 days ago my sister ended up back in the hospital for her lukemia.....yea i def just dont give a rats ass anymore bout anything else but my family and some other things....comming home this saturday hopefully if they let me....i dunno what else to put

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: Yellowcard:View From Heaven
    Friday, April 8th, 2005
    3:51 pm
    duty day
    boo to the navy.Thought I was goin to Africa next week but yes got screwed over as usual.Oh well, coming home in June,dunno if it'll be worth it.For some of it though i know it will :).Well have duty today so everyone is gone and im stuck here lol.That's about it.Painted today.Gonna fold more luandry then sleep.Having a better day today at least so I cant complain.Yea I really dont miss IL anymore nor most of the people in it....and so what if Im a drunk...Im proud :) lol.well im out civis,gotta get back to work.Well not working anymore scratch that,but goin to a Memorial dinner for the ship's veternans.So hope that'll be fun.remember any of you idiots who forgot my cell is 224-381-6582

    Current Music: Matchbook Romance
    Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
    1:14 am
    blah
    ok so not to everyone,you all know who you are,but everyone else back in illinois sucks fucking balls.....im glad im goin to africa at the end of may for 3 months,wont have to talk to all of you.im out you stupid fucking civilians

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: Ataris:the hero dies in this one
    Saturday, March 26th, 2005
    1:47 am
    whahaaha
    so like for the past 3 nights in a row just been goin to clubs and drinkin.......HOLY lol def forgetting about IL so im happy and the mistakes i had back there yup def bad choices.Florida is getting better.Applyed for a auto loan for 5000 tongiht so i find out tomorrow if i got it or not.if i did i get a new car :) if i dont...well gotta wait a LONG time till i get one.I dunno called everyone drunk tonight as usual lol but it was all good.Well dont have work tomorrow so sleepin off all this.later civis

    Current Mood: blahaha I LOVE FLORIDA
    Current Music: The Ataris:Boys of Summer
    Sunday, March 20th, 2005
    3:28 pm
    yo
    so anther nice day in sunny FL.Like high 60's so def wearin shorts lol.Um gettin trashed tongiht lol then we go on a fast cruise tomorrow through wed.So that's gonna be exciting.Other then that lookin at cars and thats about it so i plan on gettin a new one soon.anywyas im out gotta get ready to drink the rest of my problems away :) that's how us sailors do!

    "Forget It"

    It's a crime you let it happen to me
    Nevermind, I'll let it happen to you
    Out of mind, forget it there's nothing to lose
    But my mind and all the things I wanted

    Everytime I get it I throw it away
    It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
    By the time I lose it I'm not afraid
    I'm alive but I can Surely fake it

    How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
    You're the part of me that I don't wanna see

    Forget it

    There's a place I see you follow me
    Just a taste of all that might come to be
    I'm alone but holding breath you can breathe
    To question every answer counted

    Just fade away
    Please let me stay
    Caught in your way

    Forget it

    Just fade away
    Please let me stay
    Caught in your way

    It's a crime you let it happen to me
    Out of mind, I love it, easy to please
    Nevermind, forget it, just memories
    On a page inside a spiral notebook

    Just fade away
    Please let me stay
    Caught in your way
    I can live forever here

    Forget it

    How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
    You're a part of me that I don't wanna see

    I can live forever here

    Current Mood: so long
    Current Music: Breaking Benjamin:Forget It
    Friday, March 18th, 2005
    7:45 pm
    tired
    so we finally started working mon-fri 7:30-well either dark or they let us off lol.um......got paid the other day that was cool....im tired like crazy but oh well.Not talkin to as many ppl as i was when i first got here lol.Oh well them.Hopefully gettin a car at the end of April when we come back from Virginia so that should be worth while.um i dunno just got somethings im confused about now which makes being here harder and not in IL but.....we'll see what happens.Been rainin the past 2 days so that sucks but we leave monday for a fast cruise and return on wed.Exciting lol.well im out im tired and dunno what else to say.just missin home....



    "Out Of Reach"

    long way from home,
    lost by an echo, i'd never have known
    i've got pictures to prove i was there,
    but you don't care
    here's me overseas, across a pond by the Dover peaks
    i've smuggled myself into new nationalities, you think you'd be proud of me
    there's room to believe, out of sight, out of mind, out of reach
    start over is no way to begin

    Current Mood: zzzzzzzz
    Current Music: Get Up Kids:Out of Reach
    Thursday, March 10th, 2005
    6:49 pm
    um........
    so the past week here hasn't been too bad.Miss some of my friends back at home but for the most part i dont miss many.I worked for the first time on Tuesday.Painted the bottom of the ship lol that was interesting cause I got paint all overmyself.My hand and arms are still covered in paint it just wont go away.My boy Bunn finally got his orders....sucky part is hes gonna be on the opposite side of teh US...I miss that kid,he at least made the Navy fun.Um.....i dunno nothing else,been talkin to a few ppl still so thats cool i guess but nothing else,Il just wasn't the place for me I guess....I just cant wait till it's all over ya know?Sad thing though 2 kids from EGHS have now died in the past 2 weeks....both only 21...wtf is that I mean why do we gotta die?But who else is gonna do it....right?well im out civis

    "Swing Life Away"

    Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
    Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
    Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?

    I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
    Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
    Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

    We live on front porches and swing life away,
    We get by just fine here on minimum wage
    If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
    I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

    I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
    The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
    Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow

    I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
    But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
    We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

    We live on front porches and swing life away,
    We get by just fine here on minimum wage
    If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
    I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand

    I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
    Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
    Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

    We live on front porches and swing life away,
    We get by just fine here on minimum wage
    If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
    I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

    Swing life away [x4]

    Current Mood: who knows anymore..
    Current Music: Rise Against:Swing Life Away
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